It helps to look at your traumatic experience from several points of view. Meditation, prayer and reflection are ways to help you take the negative charges off bad memories.
If you can activate some good mindset skills early on, it can help you succeed on any level.
Retrogrades, the solar Eclipse, plus a full moon initiated a opportunity for us make a leap in consciousness.
Work your personal pieces how ever you can. You can use soul clearing techniques, meditation and many other ideas to help you figure out what your holds up are
Our ego mind takes your survival very serious. All of your decisions are important to keep you safe and in a good position to survive.